My Lame Ass Life

And I still dunno what to do!!! In hung up on this guy and I really don’t know what to do!!! I doubt he knows what I feel or he just doesn’t acknowledge my feelings… and it kinda makes me mad…. but I knew what this was from the start and I knew how it will end but to me the time in between could be the best if we gave it a try!! I want to hold his hand and give him hugs and kisses lol I know it sound corny and gay but this is how I am with my relationships! I put my whole body and soul into it and I might come of as clingy but that’s only cuz I really care… Oh well let’s see how this goes…. :/

I love it that I don’t get carded any more!!!! And the bartender is cute!!!! Might ask him to accompany me to the rr ;’)

Getting plastered ;)

Gonna get fucked up tonight!!!! Beer!!! Liquor!!! Shooters!!! Drugs!!! And Washington apples!!! w00t w00t!!!! have to wake up early so were getting this started early!!!!

Don’t you just hate it when your promised something by someone and you really look forward to it!!…… And then that person just doesn’t hold up to their promise!! I really, really hate it when it happens (and it happens all to often)… I feel under appreciated and forgotten!!